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| A diary of a (less than) madman; Thoughts goin through my head at night | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: Feb 12 2004, 07:49 PM (249 Views) | |
| Andy | Feb 12 2004, 07:49 PM Post #1 |
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This ain't a poem,just general thoughts goin' through my head at night I can't sleep at night,Thinkin & thinking,about the years to come.Thoughts going through my mind,what my future will hold. Sometimes I can't concentrate in class,as I feel something is waiting,just waiting to blow my future into pieces.A car? A bus? I feel like i'm hallucinating.When I turn on the tv I begin to feel queasy,as I stare at the tv,I begin to blank out thoughts & feelings, as I enter another dimension of hope,a good future without war & famine,Is it just a dream,who's to say? I imagine the sounds of screaming & the images of pain all over the world,When I look at the sky on a bright sunny day,the air seems mysteriously brown,the clouds start to move faster & faster,until I notice the colours of earth turning a dark colour of red,the sky turns black,the faces of people go white,life seems to be changing but as I return home,I look out & there is nothing.Just darkness.Nothing more. As I start to close my eyes,a bright light can be seen in my mind,it getting closer & closer,until the light gets so bright my eyes start to burn,until,suddenly,I open my eyes. I leave my bed,& head towards the window,where I look out,& life doesn't seem to have changed much,the smiles on faces,the laughter of children,the blue skies & no grey clouds. Finally,life seems brighter. (Or so I thought...) >:) |
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| Si | Feb 12 2004, 07:53 PM Post #2 |
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i know the feeling of not sleeping and having troubled thoughts at night. Ive had a lot of problems the last few months and im only now starting to get to grips with them, though only slightly |
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| Andy | Feb 12 2004, 07:56 PM Post #3 |
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I have been the same way as well,fair enough not the same problems but when I think about things,different images & thoughts go through my mind |
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| sluyky | Feb 12 2004, 08:50 PM Post #4 |
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Yo dude , ever need someone to talk were all here kk? just find somethign to do with ur time :) in my case when im not with lauren ( miss ya babes ) i play my geetar |
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| Si | Feb 12 2004, 08:52 PM Post #5 |
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and when i aint txting on my phone im listening to zebrahead or crying |
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| Andy | Feb 12 2004, 08:57 PM Post #6 |
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Think everythin' will be gd after the summer,won't have to deal with anythin that will worry me after then. I'm quite good at givin' advice,as is Dave.If anyone else has any major or minor problems just email me or talk to me at school. x_andyb_x@hotmail.com |
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| sluyky | Feb 12 2004, 10:16 PM Post #7 |
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Ive been told im good at giving advice , and id like to think i do help ppl quite alot :) , im the "mum" of the group :P sluyky@hotmail.com |
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| Si | Feb 13 2004, 04:34 PM Post #8 |
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and i'm ok at giving advice when i aint all "wacked" out myself smithyn64@blueyonder.co.uk |
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| Adam | Feb 13 2004, 04:59 PM Post #9 |
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nice nice mate :D i would post my diary but lots of anger hate suffering PAIN :P na its just weird |
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