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| Part of me sorta died... | |
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| Topic Started: Apr 2 2007, 08:06 PM (257 Views) | |
| japaneseobesession | Apr 2 2007, 08:06 PM Post #1 |
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DRIVE ALIVE<3
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riiight I put this on soompi so I guess I'll put it here a few years ago, I became best friends with someone I met online (it sounds stupid, but we're really close and have complete trust in each other even though we've never really seen each other and had hard times) so technically, this is all about interest best friends through the years I met my friend (I'll call her Dr. YK), we became really close and one day, she introduced me to one of her friend's little brother. We had a lot in common (same birthday, same last name, etc.) the day after I met him, he went into a coma for a few months because he got hit by a truck while riding his bike. When he was revived, he changed into an annoying brat into a kind person that was really innocent and would do anything to make people feel better. Even if they bullied him, he would never hurt anyone and always wish the best through the one year I met him, he's been through a lot of pain -tripped in soccer -forced to swallow cigarette butts -fell down the stairs with a broken leg -fell out of his room window trying to open it -hit by a motorcycle -burn his hands -knocked out in football -hit by a car while visiting a school -aunt slipped laxatives into his juice 2 times and so much more. He's been through so much and seemed like a guardian angel because he was always so kind and his words to me when he found out I cried while he was in a coma; "If I ever make you cry again, I won't ever forgive myself because of the pain I put you through" "you're the best person; please don't ever change" "if anyone ever hurts you, I'll protect you, even if I have to die for it" and ever time he talked to me, I always felt so happy that there was such a person on this earth to make everything seem so much brighter and happier He lived in the same state as me, and was going to move to my city, and attend my school He was supposed to do so a few months ago, but his injuries kept delaying the move. After a month and some time of not talking due to studies, Dr. YK signed onto MSN to talk to me with good news and bad news about our friend. She didn't know how to tell me, so she put it up on her LJ, and this is what happened; "_______ is dead. He died of a stroke last tuesday Thursday when there was a lack of oxygen getting to his brain." (*typo: It was Thursday) I sort of expected it, since his aunt has been treating him so horribly, and the doctors said that he would die with one more trauma right before he died he left a message on his cell phone (recording) "to all my friends: (list of names), (my name,) and..Thank you for making my life worth living." and to the aunt who always beat him up: "Angelica im sorry for hitting you the other day...I want to tell you that I.. (dies)" right after his mom and aunt started treating him better... somewhere in my heart, I'm thinking that he's still alive. I'm thinking that he's just going to pop up again, laugh and say "I'm sorry for making everyone cry" and go on with his daily life (P.S. I am NOT looking for sympathy, being bashed or prayers. I just wanted to share this, and I want him to be remembered somewhere where he won't be forgotten.) R.I.P. 沈小月 March 29, 2007 I wish him well, and I hope he's never forgotten. |
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| Angel | Apr 2 2007, 10:25 PM Post #2 |
C_Beyond ((chunsa oppa))
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as long as you remember him, he'll live on in your heart, jess |
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| freshmint | Apr 3 2007, 02:15 AM Post #3 |
sinisterly bitter
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May God rest his soul. R.I.P |
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| Winged VoX | Apr 3 2007, 12:01 PM Post #4 |
The Natural Playboy
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Sorry for your loss. |
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| nicholas | Apr 3 2007, 12:12 PM Post #5 |
Sapere Aude
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i know its hard when u loose someone close but at least he was able to say his final thoughts and without pain. |
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"Imagination is more important than knowledge. For while knowledge defines all we currently know and understand, imagination points to all we might yet discover and create." - Albert Einstein | |
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| japaneseobesession | Apr 4 2007, 02:21 PM Post #6 |
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DRIVE ALIVE<3
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I felt really lonely and sad the night before yesterday so I wrote a set of lyrics Listening to the VOICE Lyrics by; Carlos Yagami When you disappeared, part of me died I didn’t want to believe it, but that empty spot still remains You told me not to cry because you wouldn’t like it I betrayed you, but you betrayed me too Saying you’d be with me forever; that’s a lie When I’m online at night When I can’t sleep I hear you silently scolding me “Go to sleep, or you won’t grow tall enough what are you still doing up? It’s not good for your eyes Don’t give me any excuses; I want you in your bed Snug tight, sleep well, you’ll hear me later” I follow your orders and go to bed I wait for what you say every night The same thing that makes my heart whole again I hear your voice say… “Don’t cry, or you’ll make me cry Keep believing and I’ll stay with you forever When you’re lonely I’ll keep you company When you’re sad, I’ll wipe your tears” When I hear what you say I smile for the first time, and my heart is full When I go to sleep, you watch over me When I wake up, you’re gone But so is part of my heart that left with you “Don’t cry, or you’ll make me cry Keep believing and I’ll stay with you forever When you’re lonely I’ll keep you company When you’re sad, I’ll wipe your tears” No one believes me when I say this They say I’m just hallucinating Think that I need to see a psychiatrist But you’re really by my side You’re what keeps me going on and on I listen to soft ballads as I sleep So I can envision you singing the lyrics to me That way I won’t be so lonely at night That way, I know you’re always with me “Don’t cry, or you’ll make me cry Keep believing and I’ll stay with you forever When you’re lonely I’ll keep you company When you’re sad, I’ll wipe your tears” That’s what keeps me smiling That’s what keeps me living That’s what keeps me realizing the joys of life That’s what keeps me from trying to be with you One day your voice disappeared Where did it go? Are you sick of me? Do you not want to take care of me anymore? Day after day I listen for your voice and hear nothing And when I finally move on and forget I hear a faint whisper among my ballad “You’re doing fine by yourself, I will never leave you. Please stay happy or I’ll be sad.” it's dedicated to him I don't like the title though.. |
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| Angel | Apr 4 2007, 05:36 PM Post #7 |
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C_Beyond ((chunsa oppa))
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thats so beautiful, jess...you can tell it came from your heart and the words are brimming over with emotion i hope that writing it, and expressing yourself, helps you with this difficult time and there are friends here who can relate in so many ways to what you're going through as well, if you need someone to talk to |
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| japaneseobesession | Apr 4 2007, 05:39 PM Post #8 |
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DRIVE ALIVE<3
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I doubt that people that read the story are accusing my friend of lying and they're saying he just wants attention because he's some 14 year old kid that's nuts with hormones I got really angry and just blocked him |
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| Angus Mac | Apr 9 2007, 10:57 PM Post #9 |
Resident Watchdog
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Sounds like he's gone through as many physical beatings as a month's worth of Korean music videos, some Final Destination kind of bad fate thing, or at least what my little ones have gone through this year with respect to bumps and falls. Really sad. |
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