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| Topic Started: Jun 17 2004, 11:50 AM (63 Views) | |
| Michyu Girl | Jun 17 2004, 11:50 AM Post #1 |
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Don't test me.
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I found out...something terrible. I feel like I'm being a drama queen, but it is terrible. This thing could be alright if it went one way, but if it's the other... Well, if it does go the "good" way, it's still bad, but not as... Kinda like being trapped between a rock and a hard place... So here's a drawing I did last night... And a poem I wrote to go with it... Please, pray for my family right now. We need it more than ever... Posted Image Your eyes once so beautiful Show a mixture of love and pain You always smile at me Yet I don’t give you the time of day You always hold out your arms Waiting for the warmth of hugs But I never give you any That hold the true warmth of love You always say, “I love you” And smile, waiting for the same But I only mutter, “Love you, too” And never glance your way Though difficult for you, You try to please me always Cooking, cleaning, love, and caring But my thanks are hardly worth hearing Why do I still do this? It’s not that I don’t love you I don’t know how to show That I do care for you I try hugs and the three words But they’re cold and lack worth I can’t seem to make my heart Flow behind my words and actions I’m sorry, please forgive me I know time draws to a close But I still can’t say it Without the emptiness there Now that I fear time is short Haunting memories flood me I wish I could show you How sorry I truly am I want to be with you now I know you want me there But I can’t seem to stay The emptiness hurts too much So I come to be alone And begin to drown in despair I don’t want you to hear emptiness I don’t want you to see me cry I’m so sorry, forgive me I wish I could stay with you But it hurts to see your pain Reflected in those glassy eyes You want to know why My words hold no meaning You want to know why My hugs hold no warmth I know it will hurt worse After all this is long gone That I wasn’t with you always I’m sorry, please forgive me I just wish there were a way To tell you how I feel But I want you to always know I love you, mother |
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| Deleted User | Jun 17 2004, 07:55 PM Post #2 |
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dats so beautiful kim..sorry i couldn't talk to you dis mornin when you IMed me..now i regret it..but your drawing was beautiful and your poem is so great words can't describe it...i really hope you feel better..and i'll pray...dun worry bout dat... ----splitty |
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| David | Jun 17 2004, 09:56 PM Post #3 |
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Good luck Kim.. |
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| jinnie | Jun 17 2004, 10:28 PM Post #4 |
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`goodbye...
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kim ?? omg r u ok?? awwww........its just as well im messaging u right now. . . thats really beautiful . .i adore your talent. . i pray 4 u |
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| Michyu Girl | Jun 17 2004, 10:56 PM Post #5 |
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Don't test me.
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From bad to worse... I think I might have just lost my friend over this... I tried to tell her how I felt, and she told me to just stop thinking about it, but I can't... so, she eventually got mad at me and just blew me off... This just isn't right... |
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| jinnie | Jun 18 2004, 09:17 AM Post #6 |
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`goodbye...
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kim...no words can ever describe how sorry i feel right now. just then as i read over your poem...i swear my eyes started to fill with tears. i feel so helpless..like i can't do anything to make you feel better..like i can't make anything right for you. i can only offer my love and my eternal friendship. . i'm always here for you . |
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| Deleted User | Jun 19 2004, 12:17 AM Post #7 |
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same here..you live so far away from me..i wish i can run up to you and give you a big ol' hug and flowers or a bear or somethin..but if i can i'd do it..i'd jump into my mom's and drive all tha way to mississippi..(dats where u live righ?)but i can't..so i'll i can give to you is my prayers..i hope u can hear dem.. mahal kita...k?..as a friend of course.. ---splitty |
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