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Pain brings good art
Topic Started: Jun 17 2004, 11:50 AM (63 Views)
Michyu Girl
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Don't test me.
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I found out...something terrible. I feel like I'm being a drama queen, but it is terrible. This thing could be alright if it went one way, but if it's the other... Well, if it does go the "good" way, it's still bad, but not as... Kinda like being trapped between a rock and a hard place... So here's a drawing I did last night... And a poem I wrote to go with it... Please, pray for my family right now. We need it more than ever...

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Your eyes once so beautiful
Show a mixture of love and pain
You always smile at me
Yet I don’t give you the time of day

You always hold out your arms
Waiting for the warmth of hugs
But I never give you any
That hold the true warmth of love

You always say, “I love you”
And smile, waiting for the same
But I only mutter, “Love you, too”
And never glance your way

Though difficult for you,
You try to please me always
Cooking, cleaning, love, and caring
But my thanks are hardly worth hearing

Why do I still do this?
It’s not that I don’t love you
I don’t know how to show
That I do care for you

I try hugs and the three words
But they’re cold and lack worth
I can’t seem to make my heart
Flow behind my words and actions

I’m sorry, please forgive me
I know time draws to a close
But I still can’t say it
Without the emptiness there

Now that I fear time is short
Haunting memories flood me
I wish I could show you
How sorry I truly am

I want to be with you now
I know you want me there
But I can’t seem to stay
The emptiness hurts too much

So I come to be alone
And begin to drown in despair
I don’t want you to hear emptiness
I don’t want you to see me cry

I’m so sorry, forgive me
I wish I could stay with you
But it hurts to see your pain
Reflected in those glassy eyes

You want to know why
My words hold no meaning
You want to know why
My hugs hold no warmth

I know it will hurt worse
After all this is long gone
That I wasn’t with you always
I’m sorry, please forgive me

I just wish there were a way
To tell you how I feel
But I want you to always know
I love you, mother
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You can be so open minded that your brain falls out.

'Cause my Jesus would never be accepted in my church. The blood and dirt on his feet might stain the carpet.
Finally, someone tells the truth.

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dats so beautiful kim..sorry i couldn't talk to you dis mornin when you IMed me..now i regret it..but your drawing was beautiful and your poem is so great words can't describe it...i really hope you feel better..and i'll pray...dun worry bout dat...

----splitty
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David
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Good luck Kim..
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jinnie
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`goodbye...
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kim ??
omg r u ok??
awwww........its just as well im messaging u right now. . .
thats really beautiful . .i adore your talent. .
i pray 4 u
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Michyu Girl
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From bad to worse...

I think I might have just lost my friend over this... I tried to tell her how I felt, and she told me to just stop thinking about it, but I can't... so, she eventually got mad at me and just blew me off...

This just isn't right...
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You can be so open minded that your brain falls out.

'Cause my Jesus would never be accepted in my church. The blood and dirt on his feet might stain the carpet.
Finally, someone tells the truth.

Banner credits to Kimmy37.
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jinnie
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kim...no words can ever describe how sorry i feel right now.
just then as i read over your poem...i swear my eyes started to fill with tears.
i feel so helpless..like i can't do anything to make you feel better..like i can't make anything right for you.
i can only offer my love and my eternal friendship. .
i'm always here for you .
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same here..you live so far away from me..i wish i can run up to you and give you a big ol' hug and flowers or a bear or somethin..but if i can i'd do it..i'd jump into my mom's and drive all tha way to mississippi..(dats where u live righ?)but i can't..so i'll i can give to you is my prayers..i hope u can hear dem..

mahal kita...k?..as a friend of course..

---splitty
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