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Topic Started: Nov 5 2003, 01:26 PM (126 Views)
IMAQTIGR364
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hav u ever wanted to end your life like rit now cuz a really good friend of urs died? And hav u ever wanted to end ur life cuz the one u lov is so far awa dat u cant see them each and every day...?

I feel like dieing rit now cuz a very good friend of mine died and we promised each other dat we would stick by each others side.,...we would never leev each other....and it seems like all my friends r dieing nd leeving me....and im left with no one right now. i also feel lik dieing now cuz i cant see the one i lov each and every day.....i meen lik yea i lov him to death and i want to be wit hhim more but hes so far awa...and lik y shud i be here cuz im losin all ma friends, friends diein on me....ppl giving up...and y shud i be here cuz the guy i lov/lik...isnt even here.....i jus wish dat he was here and i wish none of ma friends r gone... :cry: >.<
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IMAQTIGR364
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hav u ever wanted to end your life like rit now cuz a really good friend of urs died? And hav u ever wanted to end ur life cuz the one u lov is so far awa dat u cant see them each and every day...?

...you know my answer to that, emily.

i miss her everyday. :cry:


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I think that when we lose someone we know, and are very close with, and depending on,...I think that we die too in a way.
because it changes who we were ...forever.
I lost my mother recently and I know this from my experience.


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In heaven, they are there.
where there is lots of light,..

So it's hard for them to see us
when we are left back here in the dark,...

Unless we shine for them.
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aww that's so sad.......

but none of my friends died yet so i haven't tried to end my life.... i hope my friends live happy and long...
i just can't imagine one of my friends dying....
sometimes.......we talk about the death and stuff when we have godsdienst ( don't know what that is in english) in class.....and almost everyone lost a friend or someone close in my class......when we're talking about it......it makes me sad......i sometimes crie ....i just can't EVEN imagine one of my friends dead.....i love them sooo much....
i have sooo many good memory's with them.....this topic makes me sad
However much u'll love me , i'll always love you more...more and more...
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hav u ever wanted to end your life like rit now cuz a really good friend of urs died?


Fortunately, i've never gone trough such experience nor i wish i ever do. But, bearing the thought of loosing those i care most, it's almost unbearable and extremely painful. Therefore, taking one's life seems like the most rapidly efficient medicine to cure your illness... But, why would you? Every human being must undergo through loss somewhay or another in the course of his/her life, what makes us stronger is getting through it in one piece. All the people who we care about are always going to be with us, whether awaiting us one day from above or waiting patiently standing by your side to love and support your every action.

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And hav u ever wanted to end ur life cuz the one u lov is so far awa dat u cant see them each and every day...?


Unfortunately, i have never, yet i wish i did and still do. I sound crazy don't i? You see, i've never gone trough such experience and even if i'd be feeling like that currently, i know i could never trade the moments i shared that came before now with that special person in my life. If what keeps me breathing, walking, getting up everyday, fighting, and never giving up is the one i love even though she's so far away, far from my reach... Why would ending my life be the answer? Would that solve anything? No, instead if the one i love found out i committed suicide because of her, that be reason enough for her to take her own life which i could never forgive me if she did such action due to my wrong doing. I know i can't really speak much cause i don't know what it feels like, but if i ever do, i'll try my best to keep the thought of ending my life being the last option in my head.

My condolonces on the loss of your friend lady Emily and his/her family. It saddens me to see you going through such horrible pain. No person in this world should ever have to endure any kind of pain. Even if it seems like everything in your world is crashing down, please, never loose hope. And, remember, we're here for you, never forget that. :)
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That was really sad that he passed away. But you have to remind yourself that if you ever take your life away, what would happen to the people that loves you very much. They would want to follow you too.

I had a very close friend of mine that died. He was my bestest friend and he will always will be. Yes, at times I felt like taking my life, but when I get down to it, I think about what he'll say to me if he was here. I think about how he wouldn't want me to do such thing. I knew that he wouldn't want me to kill myself just because I wanted to be with him. He had a great impact on me and whenever I miss him, I think about all the times we spended together. Just thinking about those brings a smile to my face and yet it brings tears. But just because I wanted to kill myself to be with him, it's a lie. Because he live inside me, in something called my heart.

I hope you understand what I'm trying to say. Even though he's gone; he'll be watching you from HEAVEN. Don't take your life, he wouldn't want that.

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What friend Died Emily.

And don't worry Ok I'll come soon..if Angelo could of Just driven you here.. or you took AMTRAk hehe
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I'm sorry you too lost a friend your excellency Twitty. But, i admire your courage to keep going and i know he must be very proud of you.

You see, what better reason not to take your life than having the feeling inside your heart that a friend you lost wouldn't want you to. :)

Nice poem, lady Chris.
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okies . . . you guys are gonna make me cry . . .

but i wouldn't want to die just yet . . . b/c i know that the person that died would want you to find happiness and live on for him/her . . . he/she would want you to be happier b/c he/she isn't there anymore, but inside your heart . . . they'll never disappear . . . they're always there for you even in hard times . . . don't ever want to end your life like that . . . live it first . . .

yup . . . i know my explanation is corney, but this is what i'm trying to say: live life to the fullest and never be afraid to take risks . . .

i have experienced it once, but that was my uncle but other than that . . . i haven't lost anyone yet . . . and i don't want to

MESSAGE TO EVERYONE THAT I KNOW AND LOVE: I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS . . . JUST LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND NEVER GIVE UP B/C SOMEONE'S ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT . . .

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Dont die, cause i don't want anyone i kno to die. You guys make me wanna breakdown and cry...
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Nov 5 2003, 02:24 PM
I think that when we lose someone we know, and are very close with, and depending on,...I think that we die too in a way.
because it changes who we were ...forever.
I lost my mother recently and I know this from my experience.


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I wrote a nice poem

IN HEAVEN
In heaven, they are there.
where there is lots of light,..

So it's hard for them to see us
when we are left back here in the dark,...

Unless we shine for them.
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i'm so sorry about ur loss, christine.
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that was a very beautiful poem, like haiku almost.
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i know wut u mean...my "sister" died this summer in a car crash when she was comin to cisit me... i felt and still feel guilty bcaus that day if i wouldnt haf called her she wouldnt haf had that car crash... for weeks i wasnt sllepin and eatin much and i really(u dun know how bad) i wanted to killl myself...but some of my friends pulled me back together by saying to me that she wouldnt want me to waste my time whinkin about the bad moments just focuse in the good one that we spent together... now im ok but somtims when i feel really down i just go to the cemetary and i know it sounds stupid..but i just go there and talk to her...

just remember that u will always b someone that loves and care for u by ur side

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Believe me lady Sarah, stupidity is nowhere near your actions. Though sorry to hear about your sister's loss lady Sarah, but i'm so glad you had friends who helped you go through and stood by your side every step of the way and still do.
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Her name is lady Madison


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Hurry now
Don't wait for time to pass you by
Find a way to keep the sparks, alive alive
Hurry now
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thx a lot edwin!! yeah and i consider myself to haf really good friends to help me on tha hard times

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